about lies...

"lies are something I can't get.....I can handle the truth, as ugly as it may be, but lies.....are something I can't live with....they are ugly, they are mean, they have the nasty tendency to torn you apart... they are pointless to me..."

pages of her diary: tension...

"the continuing and essential tension between us makes me feel alive, like never before....

I love it and hate it, but nevertheless, it's part of who I am, of who you are, of who we are..."