luni, 11 octombrie 2010

pages of her diary....the mask....

"I had a special dream last night....
was about you and me and the mask that we wear....
and after so much time, I decided to take mine off...
(if this will work, only time will tell....)
to be "me" again, as I am, no more hiding, no more walls that cannot be broken,
no more pretending....
I close my eyes and for just one second I think again about that dream....
about that "way out"...
"so this is how it works", I say to myself...
"this is what I need..."
"to leave the old me behind , to turn my back to the one that was wearing that mask..."
"for this is the only way to embrace my new self...."







miercuri, 29 septembrie 2010

she's like the wind....

she's like the wind....like a gentle breath....you can feel her, almost touch her...but the moment you turn away, she's gone...always just a memory, always just a beautiful dream that you wish was real.....she's the fantasy that will always haunt you.....


luni, 27 septembrie 2010

pages of her diary

"....just a broken puppet with a fractured heart, waiting to cut the strings of despair, until one day I shall rise again as my own creation..."


luni, 13 septembrie 2010

pages of her diary....

"Today I found my peace...with me, with you, with the world....
No imaginary projection of a farewell touch....
No soudless emotion of a painful thought....
Just me...."





vineri, 10 septembrie 2010

identity

I’m light and darkness….Duality is my name….hiding myself in an imaginary projection, but yet revealing the soul that I’m still learning to grow…
Atracted to light, atracted to shadow, I still have to find my true identity…